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Hold one's breath for fear...
Why do you still hold warmth in your voice
That wakes me up?
This raised hell on earth...
Hold one's breath for fear
(Translation of: ScReW - Dyspnea)
Pole jälle päris ammu midagi kirjutanud.
Ma ei viitsi ja ma ei taha ka midagi teistega jagada.
Igatahes asjad mis vahepeal toimunud on:
Tashi, Mio, Aiji, Naoki, Yukihiro, Sandra, vanaema, Mally, Hikaru sünnipäevad.
Sannu isa hukkus 23. autoõnnetuses.
26. oli Playbox, kus me ei saanud mingit erilist kohta, ainult kommipaki.
18. hakkas mul kohutav nohu, mille ajal olin ma nagu karpi pandud,
sest kõrvad olid koguaeg lukus.
Oli geo nädal, ja mata nädal.
Käisin mata olümpiaadil.. millel ma esimest kohta arvatavasti kindlasti ei saanud..
Enivei,
eile uurisin ma inglise keeles sünnikaarti.. ja sain teada, et sünnikaardil on 4 tähtsat asja: päikesemärk, tõusumärk, (ja mingid mida ma tõlkida ei oska) midheaven ja descendant.
Tuli välja, et mul ongi tugevad veevalaja ja vähi mõjutused.
kirjutan siia ka siis selle sünni kaardi. Need mida ma enda kohta käivateks pean värvin punaseks ja see mida ma arvan et nii, roosakaks.
Sun in Aries
She has a strong personality and an entrepreneurial spirit. She is ambitious and self-willed, stubborn, obstinate and tenacious.
Weaknesses: nervousness, impulsiveness, wastefulness, provoking nature, restlessness and changeability.
Moon in Pisces
Imaginative, sharp insights. She is impressionable, with an abundant imagination. Multiple births.
Weaknesses: troubles caused by too much sentimentality, worries, problems, unhealthy imagination, nervousness.
Mercury in Taurus
She is faithful to her ideas, unchangeable and opinionated, persistent, but discreet. Likes all the pleasures Life can offer. She is sometimes naive.
Weaknesses: stubborn, obstinate, withdrawn. Slow to react.
Venus in Aries
Brief passions, love as a "flash in the pan". Bursts of friendship or embracing of causes that cannot be justified or which turn out not to be what they promised at the start. Becomes drunk with love or passion. A spendthrift.
Weaknesses: fickleness, sudden passions, too swift and unconsidered flights of enthusiasm.
Mars in Virgo
Efficiency, deftness, flexibility, diligence but also ingenuousness.
Weaknesses: she can easily boil over and can get angry over a small detail that gets in the way .
Jupiter in Aquarius
Ambivalent feelings, generous, philanthropic. She is tolerant and indulgent.
Weaknesses: an idealist prone to rebel or revolt.
Saturn in Aries
Exploration, investigation, research.
Weaknesses: defiance, uneasiness. She takes revenge and is indifferent.
Uranus in Aquarius
Gets over-excited at the start of a task that interests her. Her debonair personality gives others a banal impression.
Neptune in Capricorn
She is discerning, wise and sensible.
Pluto in Sagittarius
Great aspirations: sexuality and love are idealized.
Sun in XI
Successful career thanks to support of patrons, friends or relations. Knows how to choose her circle.
Moon in X
Changes of situation. She is frightened of getting old and tends to hark back to the past. Influenced by the father. Success due to help from women.
Mercury in XI
She has lots of friends. She likes intelligent, cultivated people which whom she can have verbal battles: she likes debates, interminable discussions. She likes to be friends with younger people: friends come and go.
Venus in XI
Successful professional life in great part due to good relationships, friends or patrons. She finds love in the circle of friends.
Mars in IV
Quick decisions, she has a lot of things on her plate and wants to climb the social ladder. She will succeed through phenomenal work-rate. Stormy family life, where her aggressiveness shows itself.
Jupiter in IX
Deeply intelligent, she is tolerant and sincere. Professional success can happen abroad or in connection with foreign countries. Faraway voyages are profitable.
Saturn in XI
She appreciates the company of older people of intelligence and good counsel. These will help success in professional life. She has few friends and has difficulty in finding a partner. She is very reserved.
Uranus in IX
Interested in humanity. She is highly intellectual. She travels a lot. Her mind is always alert, even when sleeping, during which time she often resolves the problems of the previous day.
Neptune in VIII
Marriage can solve a few financial problems.
Ascendant in Cancer
She will certainly have a large family. Indeed, family life, the home, the children will be very important for her.
House II in Cancer
Financial success might come late, if it will come in the commercial field.
House III in Leo
She is a very good organizer. Everything is carefully studied, explained and swiftly executed.
House IV in Leo
Conducts family life like a business, rigorously and authoritatively. Great sense of organization, looks after what she possesses well.
House V in Virgo
She does not lack for practical sense to run her business and home: She is ingenious and good with her hands. She is modest and prudish.
House VI in Scorpio
Likes risky professions. Weak point: the genital area.
House VII in Capricorn
A love-and-friendship marriage. Unproblematic, quiet relationship. A few hiccups, but nothing really serious. Faithfulness.
House VIII in Capricorn
Natural death in very old age. Inheritances.
House IX in Aquarius
Goes into one of the professions, is innovative and original. Likes travel, communicating with different people. Long research.
House X in Aquarius
Success in teaching. Likes contact with others, to speak and explain.
House XI in Pisces
Has only a few friends, but with these the friendship is sincere and frank.
House XII in Taurus
Business affairs will have their highs and lows, financial loss can be heavy.
576 Conjunction Sun - Venus
She is gay, sociable, welcoming. She is a lover, and has many affairs: she is seduced by beauty and charm. She likes the Arts and social life.
368 Sextile Sun - Jupiter
She has high social ambitions, respects justice and the law. She is tolerant, optimistic, kindly. She has every chance for professional success in a strictly legal setting.
-153 Opposition Moon - Mars
She is very emotional and is driven to do things by her emotions. She does not think things over or through in a given situation. She is irascible and sometimes violent. Marital disputes.
148 Sextile Venus - Jupiter
She is good-hearted, generous and has a good character. She likes well-being, comfort, a life without problems. She has good relations with her circle. She is easy to approach. All the same, she falls in love easily. She has a successful married and professional life.
111 Conjunction Jupiter - Uranus
She knows what's going on at a glance. She thirsts after knowledge, and is a good organizer. She is very independent, likes her freedom of action, is a non-conformist. She is very agreeable company and is always in demand.
100 Conjunction Jupiter - Midheaven
She is a high liver, likes to have fun but knows what she wants and does whatever necessary to get it. She wants to - and does - succeed socially. After a hard day's work, a good well-lubricated meal in the company of friends is just the ticket.
72 Conjunction Venus - Saturn
She has a good grasp of reality and of duty. She is thrifty, reserved and does not show off. She likes truth and justice. In love, her sentiments are sincere and deep, she never plays false. She is, of course, faithful in love and friendship. She can love a much older person and appreciates her intelligence and good sense.
-68 Square Mercury - Uranus
She likes polemic, to criticize and, above all, to contradict. She lacks diplomacy and tends to dissipate her energy. She cannot stay in the same place, likes change even if it means a backward step in her professional career.
67 Sextile Mercury - Ascendant
She is intelligent, with quick and lively reflexes. She is preoccupied by her circle, likes to exchange ideas with her friends, but also with strangers. Of an open nature, she goes out to others.
59 Conjunction Sun - Saturn
She likes to work alone, quietly. She pays attention to detail, is serious, methodical, patient and can take on long, difficult and delicate tasks, and complete them.
39 Sextile Uranus - Pluto
She fights to improve her daily life, she is persevering.
31 Sextile Saturn - Uranus
She knows how to be on top of the situation. She perseveres, is determined but ingenious and original. She is very practical. She proceeds slowly, but is always bound to achieve her objectives in the end.
20 Square Mercury - Neptune
She makes errors of judgement, and lacks sincerity. She lets things happen, and is happy in her dreamworld. Confronted by reality, she is hesitant, incapable of being tested and falls back into her imaginary world. She might become a drug-taker.
8 Trine Saturn - Pluto
She perseveres, achieves her projects through hard work.
-7 Square Saturn - Ascendant
Her life is difficult and cramped. She is a worker, but success takes time in coming. She has problems in being open. She accepts solitude, rather than looks for it. Family problems.
Raske elu, eks..
igatahes,
ilusat esimest adventi!,
Palju õnne Ken'ile sünnipäeva puhul!,
ja elage..
That wakes me up?
This raised hell on earth...
Hold one's breath for fear
(Translation of: ScReW - Dyspnea)
Pole jälle päris ammu midagi kirjutanud.
Ma ei viitsi ja ma ei taha ka midagi teistega jagada.
Igatahes asjad mis vahepeal toimunud on:
Tashi, Mio, Aiji, Naoki, Yukihiro, Sandra, vanaema, Mally, Hikaru sünnipäevad.
Sannu isa hukkus 23. autoõnnetuses.
26. oli Playbox, kus me ei saanud mingit erilist kohta, ainult kommipaki.
18. hakkas mul kohutav nohu, mille ajal olin ma nagu karpi pandud,
sest kõrvad olid koguaeg lukus.
Oli geo nädal, ja mata nädal.
Käisin mata olümpiaadil.. millel ma esimest kohta arvatavasti kindlasti ei saanud..
Enivei,
eile uurisin ma inglise keeles sünnikaarti.. ja sain teada, et sünnikaardil on 4 tähtsat asja: päikesemärk, tõusumärk, (ja mingid mida ma tõlkida ei oska) midheaven ja descendant.
Tuli välja, et mul ongi tugevad veevalaja ja vähi mõjutused.
kirjutan siia ka siis selle sünni kaardi. Need mida ma enda kohta käivateks pean värvin punaseks ja see mida ma arvan et nii, roosakaks.
Sun in Aries
She has a strong personality and an entrepreneurial spirit. She is ambitious and self-willed, stubborn, obstinate and tenacious.
Weaknesses: nervousness, impulsiveness, wastefulness, provoking nature, restlessness and changeability.
Moon in Pisces
Imaginative, sharp insights. She is impressionable, with an abundant imagination. Multiple births.
Weaknesses: troubles caused by too much sentimentality, worries, problems, unhealthy imagination, nervousness.
Mercury in Taurus
She is faithful to her ideas, unchangeable and opinionated, persistent, but discreet. Likes all the pleasures Life can offer. She is sometimes naive.
Weaknesses: stubborn, obstinate, withdrawn. Slow to react.
Venus in Aries
Brief passions, love as a "flash in the pan". Bursts of friendship or embracing of causes that cannot be justified or which turn out not to be what they promised at the start. Becomes drunk with love or passion. A spendthrift.
Weaknesses: fickleness, sudden passions, too swift and unconsidered flights of enthusiasm.
Mars in Virgo
Efficiency, deftness, flexibility, diligence but also ingenuousness.
Weaknesses: she can easily boil over and can get angry over a small detail that gets in the way .
Jupiter in Aquarius
Ambivalent feelings, generous, philanthropic. She is tolerant and indulgent.
Weaknesses: an idealist prone to rebel or revolt.
Saturn in Aries
Exploration, investigation, research.
Weaknesses: defiance, uneasiness. She takes revenge and is indifferent.
Uranus in Aquarius
Gets over-excited at the start of a task that interests her. Her debonair personality gives others a banal impression.
Neptune in Capricorn
She is discerning, wise and sensible.
Pluto in Sagittarius
Great aspirations: sexuality and love are idealized.
Sun in XI
Successful career thanks to support of patrons, friends or relations. Knows how to choose her circle.
Moon in X
Changes of situation. She is frightened of getting old and tends to hark back to the past. Influenced by the father. Success due to help from women.
Mercury in XI
She has lots of friends. She likes intelligent, cultivated people which whom she can have verbal battles: she likes debates, interminable discussions. She likes to be friends with younger people: friends come and go.
Venus in XI
Successful professional life in great part due to good relationships, friends or patrons. She finds love in the circle of friends.
Mars in IV
Quick decisions, she has a lot of things on her plate and wants to climb the social ladder. She will succeed through phenomenal work-rate. Stormy family life, where her aggressiveness shows itself.
Jupiter in IX
Deeply intelligent, she is tolerant and sincere. Professional success can happen abroad or in connection with foreign countries. Faraway voyages are profitable.
Saturn in XI
She appreciates the company of older people of intelligence and good counsel. These will help success in professional life. She has few friends and has difficulty in finding a partner. She is very reserved.
Uranus in IX
Interested in humanity. She is highly intellectual. She travels a lot. Her mind is always alert, even when sleeping, during which time she often resolves the problems of the previous day.
Neptune in VIII
Marriage can solve a few financial problems.
Ascendant in Cancer
She will certainly have a large family. Indeed, family life, the home, the children will be very important for her.
House II in Cancer
Financial success might come late, if it will come in the commercial field.
House III in Leo
She is a very good organizer. Everything is carefully studied, explained and swiftly executed.
House IV in Leo
Conducts family life like a business, rigorously and authoritatively. Great sense of organization, looks after what she possesses well.
House V in Virgo
She does not lack for practical sense to run her business and home: She is ingenious and good with her hands. She is modest and prudish.
House VI in Scorpio
Likes risky professions. Weak point: the genital area.
House VII in Capricorn
A love-and-friendship marriage. Unproblematic, quiet relationship. A few hiccups, but nothing really serious. Faithfulness.
House VIII in Capricorn
Natural death in very old age. Inheritances.
House IX in Aquarius
Goes into one of the professions, is innovative and original. Likes travel, communicating with different people. Long research.
House X in Aquarius
Success in teaching. Likes contact with others, to speak and explain.
House XI in Pisces
Has only a few friends, but with these the friendship is sincere and frank.
House XII in Taurus
Business affairs will have their highs and lows, financial loss can be heavy.
576 Conjunction Sun - Venus
She is gay, sociable, welcoming. She is a lover, and has many affairs: she is seduced by beauty and charm. She likes the Arts and social life.
368 Sextile Sun - Jupiter
She has high social ambitions, respects justice and the law. She is tolerant, optimistic, kindly. She has every chance for professional success in a strictly legal setting.
-153 Opposition Moon - Mars
She is very emotional and is driven to do things by her emotions. She does not think things over or through in a given situation. She is irascible and sometimes violent. Marital disputes.
148 Sextile Venus - Jupiter
She is good-hearted, generous and has a good character. She likes well-being, comfort, a life without problems. She has good relations with her circle. She is easy to approach. All the same, she falls in love easily. She has a successful married and professional life.
111 Conjunction Jupiter - Uranus
She knows what's going on at a glance. She thirsts after knowledge, and is a good organizer. She is very independent, likes her freedom of action, is a non-conformist. She is very agreeable company and is always in demand.
100 Conjunction Jupiter - Midheaven
She is a high liver, likes to have fun but knows what she wants and does whatever necessary to get it. She wants to - and does - succeed socially. After a hard day's work, a good well-lubricated meal in the company of friends is just the ticket.
72 Conjunction Venus - Saturn
She has a good grasp of reality and of duty. She is thrifty, reserved and does not show off. She likes truth and justice. In love, her sentiments are sincere and deep, she never plays false. She is, of course, faithful in love and friendship. She can love a much older person and appreciates her intelligence and good sense.
-68 Square Mercury - Uranus
She likes polemic, to criticize and, above all, to contradict. She lacks diplomacy and tends to dissipate her energy. She cannot stay in the same place, likes change even if it means a backward step in her professional career.
67 Sextile Mercury - Ascendant
She is intelligent, with quick and lively reflexes. She is preoccupied by her circle, likes to exchange ideas with her friends, but also with strangers. Of an open nature, she goes out to others.
59 Conjunction Sun - Saturn
She likes to work alone, quietly. She pays attention to detail, is serious, methodical, patient and can take on long, difficult and delicate tasks, and complete them.
39 Sextile Uranus - Pluto
She fights to improve her daily life, she is persevering.
31 Sextile Saturn - Uranus
She knows how to be on top of the situation. She perseveres, is determined but ingenious and original. She is very practical. She proceeds slowly, but is always bound to achieve her objectives in the end.
20 Square Mercury - Neptune
She makes errors of judgement, and lacks sincerity. She lets things happen, and is happy in her dreamworld. Confronted by reality, she is hesitant, incapable of being tested and falls back into her imaginary world. She might become a drug-taker.
8 Trine Saturn - Pluto
She perseveres, achieves her projects through hard work.
-7 Square Saturn - Ascendant
Her life is difficult and cramped. She is a worker, but success takes time in coming. She has problems in being open. She accepts solitude, rather than looks for it. Family problems.
Raske elu, eks..
igatahes,
ilusat esimest adventi!,
Palju õnne Ken'ile sünnipäeva puhul!,
ja elage..
Believe me...
I will hold out a helping hand to you who suffer
Where do your pains come from?
I know...I know...I know...
Believe me...believe me...and give all of you to me
I will teach you true pleasure
Follow me and love me
(weirdo translation of: Nega - Muddy Cult)
Hey~
Pole mingi 2 nädalat kirjutanud,
igatahes vahepeal käisin ma ostuööl ja sain endale toredaid asju ja on ns palju nalja ka saanud.
Täna oli kokkamine.
Teemaks kuumtöödeldud järelroad.
Meie tegime lumepallisuppi.
Tuli päris hea valja, ainult 'lumepallid' oleksid võinud madusamad olla ja mulle ns ei maitse selline magus piim.
No fucking $weet milk!
Täna leidsin jälle ühe huvitava bändi.
Tegelikult päris täna ei leidnud,
ma olin ühte nende videot varem näinud..
.. see oli nii jube, et esmene kord ma ei tahtnud sellest eriti midagi teada..
.. aga nüüd mingi 3 nädala pärast hakkas huvitama.
Nii ägänzz,
see laulja seal on ka vst jäär.
Mulle meeldivad jäärad,
*ego*
õigemini meeldivad mulle sellised freaky'd jäärad.
This is some serious business.
Igatahes inspireeris see mind tagasi OMA maailma minema ja asju ENDA moodi tegema.
*üritab meelde tuletada, millised need asjad seal toredas hullumajas olid*
*mõtleb uude ruumide loomisele*
*evil grin*
This is not madness!
This is not Patrick!
This is insanity!
Where do your pains come from?
I know...I know...I know...
Believe me...believe me...and give all of you to me
I will teach you true pleasure
Follow me and love me
(weirdo translation of: Nega - Muddy Cult)
Hey~
Pole mingi 2 nädalat kirjutanud,
igatahes vahepeal käisin ma ostuööl ja sain endale toredaid asju ja on ns palju nalja ka saanud.
Täna oli kokkamine.
Teemaks kuumtöödeldud järelroad.
Meie tegime lumepallisuppi.
Tuli päris hea valja, ainult 'lumepallid' oleksid võinud madusamad olla ja mulle ns ei maitse selline magus piim.
No fucking $weet milk!
Täna leidsin jälle ühe huvitava bändi.
Tegelikult päris täna ei leidnud,
ma olin ühte nende videot varem näinud..
.. see oli nii jube, et esmene kord ma ei tahtnud sellest eriti midagi teada..
.. aga nüüd mingi 3 nädala pärast hakkas huvitama.
Nii ägänzz,
see laulja seal on ka vst jäär.
Mulle meeldivad jäärad,
*ego*
õigemini meeldivad mulle sellised freaky'd jäärad.
This is some serious business.
Igatahes inspireeris see mind tagasi OMA maailma minema ja asju ENDA moodi tegema.
*üritab meelde tuletada, millised need asjad seal toredas hullumajas olid*
*mõtleb uude ruumide loomisele*
*evil grin*
This is not madness!
This is not Patrick!
This is insanity!
Thnx
Sweet dreams are made of this.
Who am I to disagree?
Travel the world and the seven seas.
Everybody's looking for something.
Some of them want to use you.
Some of them want to get used by you.
Some of them want to abuse you.
Some of them want to be abused.
(Marilyn Manson - Sweet Dreams)
Tervitus~
täna on Hiro sünnipäev.
YYAYYYZZZ~
Hiro on nii tore, võiks mu mees olla.
*o*
igatahes,
palju-palju-palju õnne sünnipäevaks.
Eile oli siis hälloka pidu.
See oli nagu NIIIII armas~
Ja mul on nagu nii toredad parimad sõbrad~ ,
(olgugi mulle paljud asjad nende kohta ei meeldi)
ning ma olen tõeliselt õnnelik, et te üksteisega praegu hästi läbi saate,
tõsiselt, nagu väga väga tõsiselt, südamest..
enivei, thnx for the memories.
<3
Neljapäeval käisin Tallinnas.
See oli ka päris tore,
ehkki kõige rohkem meeldis selle juures mulle kojusõit...
but still, thnx ♥
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