Disappointed, don'tcha know.

Nah, I've got so weird mood today. (AGAIN!) All I know is that it definately doesn't want to laugh. Somewhere in the really bottom of my heart I feel happy. But I know one song that could describe my feelings perfectly. -

(Mike Wyzgowski - Nothing Can Be Explained)
Lost on the way, no one to blame, no one to save,
nothing to do with the way everything's changed

Lost I feel a little like, a child who's lost, a little like,
everything's changed a lot, I didn't like all of the pain,

Lost, confused, a lot of it, is hard to take, and cause of it,
everything's changed I thought I'd make it through the pain

Everything's changed

Given the chance I would happily dance on the grave of the one
who shows no remorse

Lost I feel a little like, a child who's lost, a little like,
everything's changed a lot, I didn't like all of the pain,
everything's changed
I'm confused, a lot of it, is hard to take, and cause of it,
everything's changed I thought I'd make it through the pain
everything's changed

Nothing is plain
Nothing can be explained, Nothing can be explained, nothing explained

Given the chance I would happily dance on the grave of the one
who shows no remorse

In despite of that I'm a little happy, I'm really mad (I guess?), resentful, sad, (very) disappointed and lost. o__o

I'm gonna say it shortly - I H A T E my homeroom teachers. I hated the previous, and I hate the present one. Man, they're lucky.. cuz it's like really rare if I really hate somebody. When I hate something then it's usually about situations or tastes or something else like that. At the moment I even don't remember if I had really someone else who I hated. Poor dude acts so damn weird and tries to insult me(?). She said she's disappointed in the behaviour, I'm gonna say I'm double disappointed in her behaviour. She crushed the hope of a nice homeroom teacher, thanks a lot.

Anyway, I'm looking forward to summer. I want to go cycling, get new wonderful memories of my friends, feel warm, dress lightly (best thing about summer for me). And I promise this summer has no way to sneak quietly away.

Mood: serious
Listening to: exist†trace - Under Mind