_

A B N 0 R M A L N E W Y E A R ! ,
F U C K Y E A H ! !

Damn, I'm so happy. Hugs, anyone?

To day I went shopping with my mom. (Yes, I go shopping with my mom, and I don't care what others think.) I got a necklace I've wanted for a year, new chopsticks, a weird thing, and a nice T-shirt. I hope my dad won't steal that T-shirt, because he likes these kinds of things what are on my shirt. >___<

And remember kids,
the last day of the year is made to be the funniest and awesomest day of the year!,
so be happy, laugh, smile!

♥♥♥

Mood: cheerful
Listening to: Alice Nine - Rainbows
Staring at: new necklace

Alone is not good.

G R E E T I N G Z Z Z ! ,
*starts thinking* .. eeetttoooo~ , I still don't know what to write.

Anyway, I'm waiting for tomorrow. I'm sure I'm gonna have fucking much fun. One of the best days. And on the day after tomorrow we'll have a new raging & sorrowful year! .. Isn't that gr8?

Next week I'll be pretty much alone. Aah, how sad. Actually I'm still with my stupid cat. Naah~ , I needz humans in the house at night!! *despair*
I'm pretty sure if I'm all the time alone, I'll be in trouble.

Mood: pervy
Listening to: Perestroika - Mindless

On the boring Sunday...

Lol, I guess I just wanted to announce that I'm still alive., because I really don't have anything special to write here.

Actually I've been pretty buzy. But comparing to the time before Christmas it's really nothing. For example I knit, watch Trinity Blood (anime) and think of new-year promises.
Yesterday, I refreshed my memory and drew a picture on computer (+ used something that I have never tried before) - pic , yea, go on, say i epic failed. -.- ..

Lately I discovered that I love to do push-ups. Isn't that great?


And today I tested my skills in make up. I must say my skills have proven to be better than I thought.


And happy bithday to Shuu!
★

Mood: impressed
Listening to: exist†trace - オルレアンの少女
Going to: kitchen (to make gingerbreads with my mom)

Merry Xmas!

GGREEETINGS MOTHERFUCKERSS!!~




Have a very fun, gay, interesting, awesome, sparkly, lovely Christmas!
I love Chris + tmas!
メリークリスマス！

Mood: cheerful
Listening to: Hollywood Undead - Christmas in Hollywood

And then we're all like w0oT!

So, suckers..

only 1 day to go until it's Christmas. I hope I get something too! .. Something what I like, not some kind of impractical crap.

Well, today we didn't do almost anything at school. The hardest thing for me was to write a poem in English. It was hard to me because the theme was Christmas and I wasn't allowed to write anything obscene, vulgar or scary. At the end I still managed to do something:

I see little snowflakes,
snowing on the lakes.
Cold wind blowing trought the air,
gentle breeze trought my hair.

And tomorrow I have NO FUCKING LESSONS! !
F R E E D O M ! !


誕生日おめでとう リト！
♥ ♥

Mood: cheerful
Listening to: Benny Benassi - Satisfaction

wowwzz..

I just must write it here:

the Christmas party was pretty awesome! Some of the parts were H I L A R I O U S ! ! Siim in dress as the Sleeping Beauty. *giggles*

So tomorrow is like the last day this year when we're still studying something. Actually it's a pretty pointless day. We could spend it at home too. I don't see point in going to school when we don't too anything special there.

Damn, Helena is such an idiot. I'm gonna take revenge. She said that if she'd beat me, then there wouldn't be anything left except for my bones. And then she slapped me in face with (fake) flowers! Grr, no motherfucker should dare to do it. If she continues doing stuff I hate, she will get fucking beaten by me, and I won't stop it if it hurts. If you hurt me, then you must be more hurt than me. No way I'm gonna leave without revenge.
Anyway, I H A T E her! !

有難う 皆！
♥

Mood: wow
Listening to: Lycaon - Declaration of War

Whan happens once, can happen twice.

Greetings bitche$,

well.. today was one really gr8 day! It means that I had a good mood all day. I still won't forgive that Desu hugged me 45 times, because I looked similar to someone. Being so fucking weird makes me wanna kill somebody. o'___'o .. and the other not so good thing was that Kaku wasn't feeling so good. :( Everyone!, let's hope she will feel better soon! ♥
I hope tomorrow will be nice too. Actually I'm pretty nervous, cause I'm not really sure how and if I'm gonna get home. If I could, then I would skip this Tuesday. I really don't want to go to the Christmas party. I have no friggin' idea how I'm gonna survive it without any injuries.

Btw, happy birthday to: the weird and funny awesome Die!~
^ㅂ^

Mood: hoping
Listening to: SADS - See a Pink Thin Cellaphane

Darkness is my spiral mind...

Hey~

First of all, I don't know if I'm happy, angry, annoyed, sad, evil or something else. I guess I just want to be alone. I don't want to see my (extremely) annoying and complaining dad, my happy friends, ignorant people.
The worst thing is that maybe tomorrow I'm still in this lugubrious mood. But I don't want to do anything bad to my friends. It's this mood when I'm violent, mad, aggressive, disdainful, reckless, gloomy, insane-like, cold, cruel, revengeful, and searching for negative emotions.
I think the reason why I have this weird mood is my dad. He fucking stole my freedom. He fucking annoys me. He's fucking self-centered (like really, it makes me hesitate if he sees other people like people who have something to do).

Without it.. I'm really happy. Because I have all the presents ready. I've got lots of new and awesome sentences. Guess it's just the another room in my head. Where's pink milk, candy, friendly atmosphere and lots of other stuff.

Btw, I've got a new haircut. Since Friday. I never knew I was actually so good hairdresser.

Fly... Fly... My Butterfly
Cold voice and scales of crows
Blazed voice and and scales of crows
Crows are calling for me...
Crows are calling for me...
Crows are calling for me...

Mood: in pain
Listening to: SADS - Darkness is My Spiral Mind

FANSERVICE!

,cuz we all have needs!

Mood: pervy
Listening to: the song in the fanservice

Congratulations~

Heyy~

So today is the day when I have many many birthdays.

Happy birthday to:
my lovely mother,
mysterious badass bassist Aggy,
(sadly dead) awesome Hide,
badass Mello,
annoying Shannon and her annoying sister Jade,
and Ryo (don't remember which one XD)
!!
♥♥♥

Mood: cheerful
Listening to: ScReW - ファム・ファタール
Staring at: msn DP

Thank you for being fooled.

Hellohh~

I must say I'm pretty tired, because for almost 2 weeks I've been fucking buzy, and it's not gonna end after this weekend too. I guess it ends when Christmas are over.

Today I'm going to Põhja(ˇ)kes(?)kus(?) to buy some christmas presents. I need like 4 or 5 Christmas presents and 2 birthday presents. o'__'o ..
One of the worst things is that (it's Sunday,) my mom has birthday tomorrow and I have no idea what gift I have to give her. I don't even know if we are going to celebrate it. And I will very regret it if she's going to be sad because she is the only one who organizes her birthday and truly cares about it.
Actually, there are more bad things. I still have to read a book in English, but I so hate reading fiction. I think it's fucking pointless, if I have to imagine loony things then I'll do it myself. I have no difficulties with imagining impossible things. Plus some of the characters act so foolishly and weakly that I get freakin' mad at this book.

You know, one day my best friend said so right thing about me - You will never know if she's lying or telling truth. That's exactly how it really is, because I've got amazing lying skills. There is still one thing that I really don't know about it - where does this skill come from? I'm still Aries, and they say that Aries can't lie at all. I guess it comes from the moonsign then - Pisces, because they have that skill too. But yeah, I'm not always lying. I lie usually about things like: what I think about something, my emotions, my thoughts. But I do it for others well-being, because most of the things I see and others make are awful and pointless for me. About emotions, because I like to play with people. I so so so like to fool them. And it would be extremely hard to understand me or get along with me if I would show or my emotions. I guess they would change in every 2 minutes. And I lie about my thoughts, because they're pretty vulgar, brutal, insane, cruel, (very) perv and abnormal. And it's been like this since I remember things. I have always laughed in my head about other people who see me as a cute, shy and good person. And they don't know anything what I think about them - and this is so enjoyable for me.

Mood: serious
Listening to: Dir en Grey - Lie Buried with a Revenge
Playing: PetSociety

Wintry sky.

As I wished... it's snowstorm! I so love snowstorms. They're so wonderfully white and cold. I love the strong freezing wind and cold snow. I love the chaos, sorrow and pain that it causes.

Today was a weird day. We had only 2 lessons and only 11 students were at school from my class (we have 27 students in our class). So I could stand about a hour in this beautiful chaos. I'm sure I won't forget it.

Actually I would love to be alone today. I don't like that dad is home. I almost hate it. And I can get pretty aggressive if someone doesn't let me be alone and sad. Yeah, I can be fcking rude and violent then.

A wintry sky and the broken streetlight, cold wind.
Unknown shadows, the footprint of desertion.
Freedom was taken.
An understanding is impossible.
If it wakes up a gloomy ceiling.
A laughing voice sinks in the eardrum it is soiled.

Mood: blinded
Listening to: the GazettE - Taion

Black ceilings, barbed wires...

So today was the quiz. We had a great name - Kaljukikud (something like cliff-teeth in childrens' language). And well, we kind of failed again... I don't know how but the year olders were in the first three teams. O____O

I guess we have to look around more and be interested in nature... but for me it's not very easy thing to do.
Others came with me to my side... and after a while things got pretty weird.. but i rly liked it. Geez, me so perv.

I think my personality has changed a little bit in last days. Because I'm much more hardworking than before. And I think a lot about perv things... I actually feel like I'm also somehow torturing myself, because I imagine about painting my ceilings black and putting barbed wires in my house (the one I have in my head). Also one day I saw a dream where I had 2 big scars on my face - they we're pretty awful like I had burned my face or something. And I have been kind of scared of 'nothing'.

"Teletubbies and sleep-walkers!" (teams)

Mood: afraid
Listening to: Ansinomy - 暗黙知

So buzy...

Grreetings, sXxXers!,

Today was a pretty scary day because I had to do my presentation. Thank god, almost all wentwell. But still something always has to go wrong - Üllerin uploaded the wrong presentation ( we had them about 3 different) and we couldn't talk about some things. At least we didn't laugh like some did...

You know, I'm a pretty valuable kid - I've got about 40€ in my stomach. Well it's because I have swallowed 2 pieces of my braces. XD

This week is going to be as busy as the last two weeks.. Because I have to read a book in English, and tomorrow I'm going to a nature (and what ever else. They have questions from flea to church.) quiz. I hope we will have fun there like we did last year, and even more hopefully I hope we have even more amazing name than last year!
"Tammetõr(/l)ukesed! Wuhhuuu~!!" (Acorns(?)! Woohoo~!)

Mood: cheerful

Listening to: ScReW - ファム・ファタール

Updates probably finished.

Hey~
I'm almost finished with my updates.

Well, from now on I mostly blog in english I think... developing my skills.
^__^
On Saturday I'm going to geography olympiad. I hope I don't fail there much. At the same time I would like to fail like hell, so I could laugh afterwards.
Today I got to know the resolutions of eenet's competition. Geez.. I hate hate hate art people. Those smartasses didn't give me third place.. Third place went to one dude, who I thought would be first. ö__Ö
But I'm still satisfied because I found so much great videos today. ... and some of them were pretty suspicious. >__<

Mood: pervy
Listening to: Benny Benassi - I am not Drunk

buu~
SPPÄÄÄMMM!
XD

Täädäännä.

Uuendused on tulemas.
Võtan suht kõik maha
(va. postid).
^^

Hold one's breath for fear...

Why do you still hold warmth in your voice
That wakes me up?
This raised hell on earth...
Hold one's breath for fear
(Translation of: ScReW - Dyspnea)

Pole jälle päris ammu midagi kirjutanud.
Ma ei viitsi ja ma ei taha ka midagi teistega jagada.
Igatahes asjad mis vahepeal toimunud on:
Tashi, Mio, Aiji, Naoki, Yukihiro, Sandra, vanaema, Mally, Hikaru sünnipäevad.
Sannu isa hukkus 23. autoõnnetuses.
26. oli Playbox, kus me ei saanud mingit erilist kohta, ainult kommipaki.
18. hakkas mul kohutav nohu, mille ajal olin ma nagu karpi pandud,
sest kõrvad olid koguaeg lukus.
Oli geo nädal, ja mata nädal.
Käisin mata olümpiaadil.. millel ma esimest kohta arvatavasti kindlasti ei saanud..

Enivei,
eile uurisin ma inglise keeles sünnikaarti.. ja sain teada, et sünnikaardil on 4 tähtsat asja: päikesemärk, tõusumärk, (ja mingid mida ma tõlkida ei oska) midheaven ja descendant.
Tuli välja, et mul ongi tugevad veevalaja ja vähi mõjutused.

kirjutan siia ka siis selle sünni kaardi. Need mida ma enda kohta käivateks pean värvin punaseks ja see mida ma arvan et nii, roosakaks.

Sun in Aries
She has a strong personality and an entrepreneurial spirit. She is ambitious and self-willed, stubborn, obstinate and tenacious.
Weaknesses: nervousness, impulsiveness, wastefulness, provoking nature, restlessness and changeability.

Moon in Pisces
Imaginative, sharp insights. She is impressionable, with an abundant imagination. Multiple births.
Weaknesses: troubles caused by too much sentimentality, worries, problems, unhealthy imagination, nervousness.

Mercury in Taurus
She is faithful to her ideas, unchangeable and opinionated, persistent, but discreet. Likes all the pleasures Life can offer. She is sometimes naive.
Weaknesses: stubborn, obstinate, withdrawn. Slow to react.

Venus in Aries
Brief passions, love as a "flash in the pan". Bursts of friendship or embracing of causes that cannot be justified or which turn out not to be what they promised at the start. Becomes drunk with love or passion. A spendthrift.
Weaknesses: fickleness, sudden passions, too swift and unconsidered flights of enthusiasm.

Mars in Virgo
Efficiency, deftness, flexibility, diligence but also ingenuousness.
Weaknesses: she can easily boil over and can get angry over a small detail that gets in the way .

Jupiter in Aquarius
Ambivalent feelings, generous, philanthropic. She is tolerant and indulgent.
Weaknesses: an idealist prone to rebel or revolt.

Saturn in Aries
Exploration, investigation, research.
Weaknesses: defiance, uneasiness. She takes revenge and is indifferent.

Uranus in Aquarius
Gets over-excited at the start of a task that interests her. Her debonair personality gives others a banal impression.

Neptune in Capricorn
She is discerning, wise and sensible.

Pluto in Sagittarius
Great aspirations: sexuality and love are idealized.

Sun in XI
Successful career thanks to support of patrons, friends or relations. Knows how to choose her circle.

Moon in X
Changes of situation. She is frightened of getting old and tends to hark back to the past. Influenced by the father. Success due to help from women.

Mercury in XI
She has lots of friends. She likes intelligent, cultivated people which whom she can have verbal battles: she likes debates, interminable discussions. She likes to be friends with younger people: friends come and go.

Venus in XI
Successful professional life in great part due to good relationships, friends or patrons. She finds love in the circle of friends.

Mars in IV
Quick decisions, she has a lot of things on her plate and wants to climb the social ladder. She will succeed through phenomenal work-rate. Stormy family life, where her aggressiveness shows itself.

Jupiter in IX
Deeply intelligent, she is tolerant and sincere. Professional success can happen abroad or in connection with foreign countries. Faraway voyages are profitable.

Saturn in XI
She appreciates the company of older people of intelligence and good counsel. These will help success in professional life. She has few friends and has difficulty in finding a partner. She is very reserved.

Uranus in IX
Interested in humanity. She is highly intellectual. She travels a lot. Her mind is always alert, even when sleeping, during which time she often resolves the problems of the previous day.

Neptune in VIII
Marriage can solve a few financial problems.

Ascendant in Cancer
She will certainly have a large family. Indeed, family life, the home, the children will be very important for her.

House II in Cancer
Financial success might come late, if it will come in the commercial field.

House III in Leo
She is a very good organizer. Everything is carefully studied, explained and swiftly executed.

House IV in Leo
Conducts family life like a business, rigorously and authoritatively. Great sense of organization, looks after what she possesses well.

House V in Virgo
She does not lack for practical sense to run her business and home: She is ingenious and good with her hands. She is modest and prudish.

House VI in Scorpio
Likes risky professions. Weak point: the genital area.

House VII in Capricorn
A love-and-friendship marriage. Unproblematic, quiet relationship. A few hiccups, but nothing really serious. Faithfulness.

House VIII in Capricorn
Natural death in very old age. Inheritances.

House IX in Aquarius
Goes into one of the professions, is innovative and original. Likes travel, communicating with different people. Long research.

House X in Aquarius
Success in teaching. Likes contact with others, to speak and explain.

House XI in Pisces
Has only a few friends, but with these the friendship is sincere and frank.

House XII in Taurus
Business affairs will have their highs and lows, financial loss can be heavy.

576 Conjunction Sun - Venus
She is gay, sociable, welcoming. She is a lover, and has many affairs: she is seduced by beauty and charm. She likes the Arts and social life.

368 Sextile Sun - Jupiter
She has high social ambitions, respects justice and the law. She is tolerant, optimistic, kindly. She has every chance for professional success in a strictly legal setting.

-153 Opposition Moon - Mars
She is very emotional and is driven to do things by her emotions. She does not think things over or through in a given situation. She is irascible and sometimes violent. Marital disputes.

148 Sextile Venus - Jupiter
She is good-hearted, generous and has a good character. She likes well-being, comfort, a life without problems. She has good relations with her circle. She is easy to approach. All the same, she falls in love easily. She has a successful married and professional life.

111 Conjunction Jupiter - Uranus
She knows what's going on at a glance. She thirsts after knowledge, and is a good organizer. She is very independent, likes her freedom of action, is a non-conformist. She is very agreeable company and is always in demand.

100 Conjunction Jupiter - Midheaven
She is a high liver, likes to have fun but knows what she wants and does whatever necessary to get it. She wants to - and does - succeed socially. After a hard day's work, a good well-lubricated meal in the company of friends is just the ticket.

72 Conjunction Venus - Saturn
She has a good grasp of reality and of duty. She is thrifty, reserved and does not show off. She likes truth and justice. In love, her sentiments are sincere and deep, she never plays false. She is, of course, faithful in love and friendship. She can love a much older person and appreciates her intelligence and good sense.

-68 Square Mercury - Uranus
She likes polemic, to criticize and, above all, to contradict. She lacks diplomacy and tends to dissipate her energy. She cannot stay in the same place, likes change even if it means a backward step in her professional career.

67 Sextile Mercury - Ascendant
She is intelligent, with quick and lively reflexes. She is preoccupied by her circle, likes to exchange ideas with her friends, but also with strangers. Of an open nature, she goes out to others.

59 Conjunction Sun - Saturn
She likes to work alone, quietly. She pays attention to detail, is serious, methodical, patient and can take on long, difficult and delicate tasks, and complete them.

39 Sextile Uranus - Pluto
She fights to improve her daily life, she is persevering.

31 Sextile Saturn - Uranus
She knows how to be on top of the situation. She perseveres, is determined but ingenious and original. She is very practical. She proceeds slowly, but is always bound to achieve her objectives in the end.

20 Square Mercury - Neptune
She makes errors of judgement, and lacks sincerity. She lets things happen, and is happy in her dreamworld. Confronted by reality, she is hesitant, incapable of being tested and falls back into her imaginary world. She might become a drug-taker.

8 Trine Saturn - Pluto
She perseveres, achieves her projects through hard work.

-7 Square Saturn - Ascendant
Her life is difficult and cramped. She is a worker, but success takes time in coming. She has problems in being open. She accepts solitude, rather than looks for it. Family problems.

Raske elu, eks..
igatahes,
ilusat esimest adventi!,
Palju õnne Ken'ile sünnipäeva puhul!,
ja elage..

Believe me...

I will hold out a helping hand to you who suffer
Where do your pains come from?
I know...I know...I know...
Believe me...believe me...and give all of you to me
I will teach you true pleasure
Follow me and love me
(weirdo translation of: Nega - Muddy Cult)


Hey~
Pole mingi 2 nädalat kirjutanud,
igatahes vahepeal käisin ma ostuööl ja sain endale toredaid asju ja on ns palju nalja ka saanud.

Täna oli kokkamine.
Teemaks kuumtöödeldud järelroad.
Meie tegime lumepallisuppi.
Tuli päris hea valja, ainult 'lumepallid' oleksid võinud madusamad olla ja mulle ns ei maitse selline magus piim.
No fucking $weet milk!

Täna leidsin jälle ühe huvitava bändi.
Tegelikult päris täna ei leidnud,
ma olin ühte nende videot varem näinud..
.. see oli nii jube, et esmene kord ma ei tahtnud sellest eriti midagi teada..
.. aga nüüd mingi 3 nädala pärast hakkas huvitama.
Nii ägänzz,
see laulja seal on ka vst jäär.
Mulle meeldivad jäärad,
*ego*
õigemini meeldivad mulle sellised freaky'd jäärad.
This is some serious business.
Igatahes inspireeris see mind tagasi OMA maailma minema ja asju ENDA moodi tegema.
*üritab meelde tuletada, millised need asjad seal toredas hullumajas olid*
*mõtleb uude ruumide loomisele*
*evil grin*

This is not madness!
This is not Patrick!
This is insanity!

Thnx

Sweet dreams are made of this.
Who am I to disagree?
Travel the world and the seven seas.
Everybody's looking for something.
Some of them want to use you.
Some of them want to get used by you.
Some of them want to abuse you.
Some of them want to be abused.
(Marilyn Manson - Sweet Dreams)

Tervitus~
täna on Hiro sünnipäev.
YYAYYYZZZ~
Hiro on nii tore, võiks mu mees olla.
*o*
igatahes,
palju-palju-palju õnne sünnipäevaks.

Eile oli siis hälloka pidu.
See oli nagu NIIIII armas~
Ja mul on nagu nii toredad parimad sõbrad~ ,
(olgugi mulle paljud asjad nende kohta ei meeldi)
ning ma olen tõeliselt õnnelik, et te üksteisega praegu hästi läbi saate,
tõsiselt, nagu väga väga tõsiselt, südamest..
enivei, thnx for the memories.
<3

Neljapäeval käisin Tallinnas.
See oli ka päris tore,
ehkki kõige rohkem meeldis selle juures mulle kojusõit...
but still, thnx ♥

hallowween C:

(taken from ScouserScream's deviantart)


Hey guys!
Today is HALLLLOOOWEEEEEEEN~
everyone,
have a very very gay halloween!
C:




(taken from kickstarts'es deviantart)

*ziiiiiip*

You won't let me be, won't let me be
You don't need me, you just need me to blame
Come on and blame me
(Fake? - Garden)


SOOOO~ !!
HHEEEYYY!!
I SAW SOME YAOI AND NOW I'M SOOOO HYPER!!
*läheb jjookseb toas veel 2 ringi*

Eniveis..
täna oli elekter juba 7 tundi ära..
jesus christ..
olgugi, et ma viimase tunni ja poole elektrita ns istusin ja ootasin..
jõudsin ma enne seda endal toa väga korda teha.
99% korras..
kunagi pole veel nii korras olnud.

Ma olin isegi nii tubli, et ma viitsisin ennast poodi vedada..
..ja olin veel tublim,
sest ma suutsin seal rahulikult ringi vaadata.


Homme peab Tallinna minema,
oh määän,
ma nii loodan, et seal kõik hästi läheb.
o'____'o
tglt kõige rohkem loodan ma, et mul kõht tühjaks ei lähe..
..sest kui mul kõht tühi on ja ma PEAN kuskil ringi tuiama siis ma olen kole närviline, kuri ja virisen palju.
Serious business.
Aganoh, ma loodan ka, et meid ära ei kidnäppita..
või ns midagi ei juhtu..
ma suudaks siia väga pika nimekirja kirjutada, mis juhtuda võib.
O___O


Ma kohe mitte ei suuda seda yaoi pilti siia mitte lisada..
sooo...
hide ur kidz,
hide ur granny,
hide ur grandpa,
hide ur mommy,
hide ur daddy,
hide ur wife,
hide ur husband,
cuz here it comes...
v
http://fc04.deviantart.net/fs71/i/2010/288/5/3/commission___kyo_x_mao_by_semichan_kokonut-d30sz4m.png

So long...

So long, over the light
So long, to the nameless freedom
So long, swallow the anxieties
So long, jump higher than the others
(the GazettE - Nausea and Shudder)

Hei~,
elu on imelik
ja mina veel imelikum.


Täna oli hommikul kella 10st kella 16neni elekter ära.
Nagu omg..
ja mul polnud nagu midagi erilist teha ka.
Ma olin juba peaaegu närviminemise ääre peal,
sest kõik raamatud, mis kodus mind huvitasid olid nendest kohtadest mis mind huvitasid, juba läbi loetud
joonistada ma ei tahtnud
telekat ma ei saanud vaadata
pead ma ei saanud pesta
nõusid ma ei saanud pesta
ja ma loodsin, et 5 minuti pärast tuleb elekter tagasi.
Kui ta lõpuks tagasi tuli.
Oli mu reaktsioon selline:
Oh my goooshh!.. Oh my gosh! Oh my gosh! OH MY GOSH! OH MY GOSH!! OOH MMYY GOOSHH!! OH MY GOSH!...
XD

Siis ma töötlesin täna oma imvut:

Kas see ei meenuta midagi?
Nagu midagi..
nagu kedagi..
o'____'o
http://www.nautiljon.com/images/galerie/artistes/the_gazette/the_gazette_4404.jpg
O'_______'O


"Kõik on normaalne,
mis on illegaalne."

FB is sooo nice to me today ^^:
Who's jrocker is your child's father?

Shiberu You'll love this!:

child's father is: Ruki The Gazette. That's a hot dad. How many times are you already pregnant with him?

*Kira got jealous - heartattack*
okey, dudes..
*noogutab ja räägib rahulikult*
kõik on korras,
ma olen elus,
te ei pea muretsema.
*ei usu tglt üldse, et keegi muretseks*


Täna sai tulega natuke mängida.
Ma olen tubli laps,
väiksena ei mängi tulega,
aga vanemana küll.

Cheesecake, I love cheesecake!

Freedom, For freedom!
Anyone is bound by the word
The society lets us be out of order
Freedom, For freedom!
All the people are tied up in this world
There is neither the hatred nor the sorrow there
(Deluhi - Freedom)

helllooouuuhh~
mul pole eriti midagi tarka rääkida täna siin,
ma ei viitsi.

Igatahes nüüd on vaheaeg.
Yuhhuhuhuuuuu~
Tunnistusel olid eesti keel, ajalugu ja keka neljad,
ülejäänud viied.
Ajalugu oli ikka meganapilt 4.
-.-
Aga mind ei huvita hinded,
olgu kasvõi 1d,
minu tujut need ei mõjuta.

Siis..
*mõtleb*
Täna on Mao sünnipäev!
Jjejjee~
Mitte selle, kes Kyo moodi on..
Selle sealt jääajabändist. XD
SID'ist.
*meenub Yuya oma imeliku torbikuga peas*
*hakkab irvama*

Täna tegin juustukooki.
Õhtul peaks süüa saama..
..praegu ta jahtub kuskil..
*meenub Yuji oma juustukoogi hullusega*
Yuji:
CHEESECAKE!! Cheese lovely cake! Cheesecake, I love cheesecake!
lol XD
Takeru:
*üli kurvalt, suht meeleheites*
SHHOOUUSSUUUKEEEE~!!!!!
...
*suht ükskõikselt*
Never mind...
Shousuke is stoopid!
lmao. XD

Read thiz n0iZ!

Party, hey people!
A flower blooming tonight in a way that one likes,
singing and dancing
For several nights and several nights more.
If you've been troubled,
be reckless!
hit them to break them!　
Here we go!
(translation of: SuG - Utage People)


Yo niggas!,
so today's Yuji's and Kouki's birthday!
お誕生日おめでとうございます!
Ma olen osav, igasuguseid keeli segamini..
Oчень хорошо!
lol

Nii vinge,
homme on veerandi viimane päev.
Täna ei peagi midagi kodus tegema.
Imelik on see,
et mul pole endiselt veel sellist kooli tunnet.
Ma olen küll kohal ja mõtlen (kohati) kaasa,
aga see lõpp tuli nii kergelt.
Ma pole oma arust ühtegi korralikku töödki teinud.

Täna oli pildistamine,
see aasta tellisin ma ainult klassipildi,
sest eelmine aasta olid piltide värvid megalt paigast ära
ja mulle ei meeldi sellised värvist ära pildid,
kui ma pole selliseid tahtnud.

*thinks*
Ma peaks uue kujunduse siia tegema..
mulle ei meeldi praegune. XD
*avab photoshop'i*

Tomorrow I'm gonna have a party!
becuz I can finnally be alone(!)
and it's school-holiday!
スゴイ!


(Kouki 幸樹)

~friggin escaped from rehab~

I'm too sexy for my shirt, too sexy for my shirt
So sexy it hurts
And I'm too sexy for Milan, too sexy for Milan
New York and Japan
And I'm too sexy for your party
Too sexy for your party
No way I'm disco dancing
(Right Said Fred - I'm Too Sexy)

Geeez..,
what a perv song.
Ma võiks ka päevaks nii sexy ja ego olla.
XD

Okei..
täna olen ma ka kahtlaselt heatahtlik.
Nii tore, ma sain bussijaamas mingit imelikku Viktorit aidata,
ta ei osanud endale telefonile kella panna.

Homme peab presentatsiooni esitama.
O'____'O
I fucking hate this crap!
tglt, ma loodan, et ma ikka saan seda homme vabatahtlikult esitada,
sest õps ajas mingit segast juttu nagu ei saaks... o_O
Igatahes ma NIINIIINIIINNIII tahan, et ma seal ei feiliks!!



btw,
I friggin escaped from the rehab!!
*suspicious proud face*
Nii palju ma seal siis ennast hoitud saingi.
XD
Vähemalt 1 päev.
See kah asi...

~live from rehab~

Love that seems to frozen, Seems to be broken. I can't get a hold of it .
I'm just asking for somebody.
Tears of glass that froze even disillusioned tragedy, and even mercilessness.
The love that seems to melt.
(Sadie - Ice Romancer)


Jah..
..ma olen nii loll, et saatsin iseennast võõrutusravile.
Ma pean vabanema sellest hullust gazette, gängsta muusika, jrock rap battle'i, Jrock Idol'i ja the GazettE Show'i sõltuvusest.

Täna värvisin jälle juukseid..
..nüüd küll rohkem sellepärast, et juuksevärv hakkas natuke välja kasvama.
Ja noh, need kohad, mis tumedamad olid said ka natuke heledamaks.

btw,
see on nii imelik,
aga mul on täna täiesti süütult heatahtlik tuju.
o__Õ
*läheb tšekkima, mis tähtkujus kuu praegu on*
Kuu veevalajas.
Ega ma väga mööda ei arvanudki.
Mõtlesingi, et kaljukitses või veevalajas.
Ma muutun siis alati normaalseks.
Ja enne seda olen ma nagu mingi ajudeta ufu.

*needs to go to rehab*

D-I-S-O-R-D-E-R
welcome to disorder you my fair brother
D-I-S-O-R-D-E-R
oh we're back back back back to hack
(the GazettE - Disorder Heaven)

yoooooooooo ppl~
I'm need to go to rehab too..
.. but I don't want too~!!
I'm so addicted to 'the GazettE Show'& 'Jrock Idol' & ' Jrock Rap Battle'..
This is like so fucking AWESOME!!
|
v


Enivei, täna on/oli vanaema sünnipäeva pidu.
Nii armas..
.. okei seal polnud peale vanaema ja lille mitte midagi armsat..
Ma pidin koogi tegema..
CAKE PORN!!
lol XD
See oli paha kook,
mulle ei maitsenud..
..vähemalt teistele meeldis..
^^

Uksetagant kõlab tugevad prõmmimist. Shiberu läheb avab ukse. Ukse taga seisavad 2 kahtlasest riietuses gay-meest, kes Shi enda juurde tõmbavad, autosse viskavad ja võõrutusravile viivad.
~võõrutusravil~
Shiberu on täiesti hulluks minemas, sest sai just teada, et ta on võõrutusravil. Ta jookseb mööda maja ringi, karjub ja tõmbleb. Siis pannakse ta puuri kinni igaksjuhuks. Shib üritab kavalusega töötajatelt kooke, jrockareid, milkshake, fanservice'it ja yaoi't välja petta, mis muidugi ei õnnestu.
Lõpuks hakkab ta oma puuris tantsima. Ja milkshake'i laulma:
"My milkshake brings all the boys to the yard! "

Love is dead, love is gone..

This is the hardest part
When you feel like you're fading
All that you have's become unreal
Collapsing and aching
All I want, all I want is right here
But love don't live here anymore
(Love is dead, love is gone, love don't live here anymore)
Love don't live here anymore
(Love is dead, love is gone, love don't live here anymore)
(Kerli - Love is Dead)

Tervitus, bästärdz!,
Teisipäeval sadas juba lund.
Nii kena~
Micchan'i sünnipäeval. :3
Täna on juba peaaegu terve päeva sadanud,
kuna temperatuur on üle nulli, siis pole maha väga palju teda jäänud.
Still,
it's so freakin' beautiful.
Ma loodan, et see aasta tuleb ka lumetorm.
Minu lemmikilm ongi siis kui lumetorm on,
külm ja karge ja karm,
valge ja puhas ja pühalik,
kurb ja tappev ja ohtlik.

Vahepeal oli veel Satoshi sünnipäev.
Selle Sa-sa-sa-sa-satoshi!
Palju õnne tagantjärgi.
Täna on mul vanaemal sünnipäev.
Nii armas.
^^
Palju õnne..


If I could wish for something..
..then I would wish..
..that I have someone to live for..
(lonely mään :c )

There is me who loved you ...

There is me who loved you
There is me who stared at you
There is me who wanted you
There is me who lost you
There is you who loved me
There is you who stares at me
There is you who destroyed me
There is you who snatch me away
There is you who killed me
(translation of: the GazettE - Nakigahara)

*in sad mood*
Elu minuna on nii keeruline.
Mul on võimalik, et ma lähen hulluks, sest vahel kuulen ma igasuguseid veidraid asju...
Ma ei oska inimestega lihtsalt suhelda...
Ma mõtlen kõik sügavalt läbi...
Mulle ei meeldi enamus asju, mis teistele meeldivad...
Ma olen liiga karm...
Ma olen liiga tundlik...
Ma olen liiga kinnike...
Ma olen liiga üksik...
Ma olen liiga tüütu...
Ma olen liiga kole...
Ma olen liiga sõbralik...
Ma olen liiga lahke...

Ja ma nutan...
...ja nutan..
...ja nutan...
sest mul ei õnnestu midagi...

Ma üritan olla hea...
... ma üritan olla kaasamõtlev...
... ma üritan olla huvitav...
... ma üritan olla avatud...
... ma üritan olla jutukas...
... ma üritan olla abivalmis...
... ma üritan olla rõõmus...
... kuid kõik mu üritamised on lootusetud...
... ma lihtsalt ei oska...
... ei suuda...
... ja sa lihtsalt ei saa aru...

And I'll cry...
... and cry...
... and cry...

They hatin'...

They see me rollin'
They hatin'
Patrolling they tryin to catch me ridin dirty
Tryin to catch me ridin dirty
Tryin to catch me ridin dirty
Tryin to catch me ridin dirty
Tryin to catch me ridin dirty
My music so loud
I'm swangin'
(Chamillionaire - Ridin')


Yo ppl!
Me in dah gängzztahh mood again.
Dangerous.
Sellepärast, et mul on siis vajadus ülbama hakata,
sest ma olen tavalisest julgem ja ütlen välja, mida ma mõtlen.
Serious business.
Tglt ma tahaks midagi ägedat teha.
Tahaks kuhugi...
...hmm...
... sõpradega reisima minna.

Eile oli õpetajate päev.
Damn, that was the best teachers day EVARR!
Seriously...
Bio oli päris äge ja mata oli ka tore,
aga venku ja inka olid AWESOMEE~
Igapäev võiks nii olla. ^^
Ehk siis, selle asemel, et vaadata neid videosid, mis õps meile jättis,
vaatasime meie mingeid peo, rula ja välismaalastega videosid.
Hea muusikaga. (y)
Siis mingi venku ajal kuulasime ns muusikat mingi suht kõvasti.
Düüdo käskis meil tahvlile vene keeles mõned asjad kirjutada,
I failed 8D
Siis ma pidin mingil joonistusvõistlusel joonistama.
Ma ütlen,
ma olen 5 korda kenama pildi teinud, kui keegi mulle reegleid tutvustanud oleks,
aga noh see käis ka..
ma võitsin .. o___o
ehkki varsti läks võit koera kätte. XD
Damn, I so like that kind of ppl.
They make me so energetic, happy and brave.
(+ ma olen liiga julge ja hakkan õelaks o__o
'cuz I'm a ruudeerrrrr!)

Eniveis, I'm full of good energy!
No drugz, but I'm hyper!
*vaatab paremale-vasakule*
"I'm soooooo lonely"..

Muide, ma olen peaaegu täpselt poole aasta pärast 14.
*kergitab kulmu*
Da pervy age as I call it.

(Btw, täna tuligi Eros välja!
Oh jesus!
I'm sooooo exited!!
I wanna get it!!)

*katab käe rätikuga ja raputab kätt*
GIMME SQUAIDS!
lol

But love is gonna save us...

Stones and flowers on the ground
We are lost and found
But love is gonna save us
Shadows walking in the crowd
We are lost and found
But love is gonna save us
(Benny Benassi - Love is Gonna Save Us)
Iouu~ ,
hirmus...
... sügis on käes...
...ning nüüd enne uut suve enam 20 kraadi ei tule...
Makes meh sad...

Täna oli koolis kokkamine.
Tegime mingeid maitsvaid (ego retsept XD) kanarulle.
Eks nad üsna maitsvad olid jah...
... aga mina neid homme ei tahaks süüa.
Aga õpsile paistis meeldivat,
ütles, et ei saa meile alla 5+'i hinnet panna.
o__Ö

btw, eile oli Tetsuya 41ne sünnipäev.
Yeey!, Palju õnne!
(ehkki talle ei meeldi oma sünnipäev ja vanemaks saamine, sorry, maan..)
Ja täna on Satoshi sünnipäev! 8D
Selle weirdo sealt Lycaon'ist.
hääbi bööfsdei!

See Satoshi oleks nagu gei.
Tal on selle uue basssistiga blogis kuidagi kahtlaselt palju pilte.
XD
Ja siis... Lycaon'ist on ajakirjades mingid artiklid ja pildid ilmunud..
keegi toretore inimene võiks need ära scännida ja netti üles panna...
sest seal olid päris kenad pildid...

Homme on õpetajate päev.
Meil on 4 tundi ja aktus.
Inka on mingi eriti tore, vahime mingit õpiku-kräppi ja siis räägime selle 'õpsiga'.
Õps käskis talle hea ja tark küsimus välja mõelda. o____o
*mõtleb*
*mõtleb*
*mõtleb*
!!!
"Are you gay, bi or hetero?"
lol, seda ma talt küll ei küsi. o____o
Ma ei tea tarku küsmusi. x'__'x
Ma tean ainult mingeid imelike.

Täna uurisin ma nautis bändide nimekirja ja nende pilte.
Geniaalseimad bändinimed:
Sponge Band
Potato
Vodka Rain
Re:dis
Little Fat Pig
SEX -virgin killer-
S.O.A.P
Death Rabbits
Crying Nut
Candy Mafia
Monkey Sound
Porno Graffitti
^ asians are genius! XD
Ja siis avastasin ma, et Yoshiki on krdi sheksikas vana.
o'____'o
Damn it...


Ma sain täna teada, mis laulud 『ＥＲＯＳ』ele tulevad. ^^
1. ID
2. Eros
3. Pink milk with drugs my drink
4. Mary
Kolmanda laulu pealkiri on eriti hea. *perv feiss*
Like you don't rly remember what milk can be? *even pervyier feiss*
*tunneb vajadust poest seda maasikamaitselist pulbrit osta, mis piima roosaks teeb (ning unustab selle täiesti, et ta vihkab seda)*
Envei, for those who don't know:
Eros in Greek mythology was a god of sexual love and beauty.

Ja ne!,

Arigatou!,
Ganbattene!

Damn it, you fool ppl.

Terv!
Pole ammu midagi kirjutanud.
Olen laisk ja palju tegemist kh.
Kolmapäeval käisime metsas, madalsoos ja rabas.
Reedel käisin Karmeniga teadlasteööl..
.. loeng seal oli huvitav rakkudest.
Sain DNA'st veel rohkem teada,
see on veel huvitavam kui ma teadsin...
Siis me käisime Kakuga laupäeval Valges Inglis.
See on mingi maagilise pudipadi pood...
...igasugused kivikesed ja värk..
Otsin endale mingi ametüsti, mida kaelas kanda saab..
..kusjuures kunagi ma ütlesin endale, et ma ametüsti ostan, kui mõnda kivi ostan.
Omadused: Ametüst on erakordselt võimas ja kaitsev kivi. Kivi kaitseb psüühiliste rünnakute eest, muutes ründe energia armastuseks. Ametüstil on tugev tervistav ja puhastav vägi, tõstes sellega vaimset teadlikust. Kivil on kainestav mõju ülemääraste hirmude ning füüsiliste kirgede puhul, sest toetab mõõdukust. Kivi aitab jagu saada erinevatest sõltuvustest ja blokkidest. Ametüst on väga kasulik meelele, rahustades või stimuleerides vastavalt vajadusele. Aitab inimesel enda mõtteid koondada ja vajadusi kontrollida. Ametüst kergendab otsuste tegemise protsessi. Psüühiliselt kivi rahustab ja aitab näiteks, kui unetus on tingitud ülemäära aktiivsest olekust, kaistes omakorda halbade unenägude eest. Ametüst parandab mälu ja suurendab motivatsiooni, andes teile parema võime seada realistlikke sihte. Kivi aitab hajutada viha, raevu, hirmu ja ärevust. Leevendades kurbust ja leina, aitab leppida kaotusega. Ametüst on üks kõige vaimsemaid kive, ärgitades isetust ning vaimset tarkust. Kivi on oivaline meditatsiooni- ja kristallilt ennustamise kivi ning selle võib paigutada stimuleerimise eesmärgil kolmandale silmale.
Raviomadused: Ametüst ergutab hormoonide tootmist ja viib kooskõlla endokriinsüsteemi ja ainevahetuse.Tugevdab immuunsüsteemi. Ametüst on hea vere puhastaja, mis omakorda maandab füüsilist, emotsionaalset ja psühholoogilist valu või stressi. See leevendab peavalu.
Paigutamine: Ametüsti on eriti kasulik kanda kurgu või südame piirkonnas. Unetuse või halbade unenägude puhul pange see padja alla.


Glammy käis Animatsuri'l.
NIIII ÄÄÄÄGGEEEEE~! *O*
Kahju, et ma sinna minna ei julgenud...
Tõi mulle sealt ilusad (aga mind piinavad XD) kõrvarõngad. ^D^
Arigatou!


Kaheksanda tüübid on viimasel ajal eriti nõmedaks läinud.
Ükspäev tiris üks mind koolikotist ja lükkas siis Glämmy'le otsa...
.. siis täna üks lükkas mu vastu uksepiita niiet mulle sinikas tuli.
Ja siis pani üks 9 (?) klassi tüdruk mulle eile jala ette.
KURADI NAPAKAD!! ,
MIS NEIL FAKING VIGA ON?!
MA POLE NEILE MIDAGI TEINUD!
KURJAD JA LOLLID LOOMAD!
Sellepärast mulle inimesed ei meeldigi,
nad on nii nõmedad..
..saavad lõbu teiste kiusamisest..
btw, mind ei tohiks niimoodi kiusata..
.. sest ükspäev ma kaotan oma kontrolli ja rahu
ning ma võin neist kellegi täiesti kontrollimatult läbi peksta..
.. yeah, seriously..
..I am dangerous..
Samal ajal, kui see mind marru ajab olen ma samas ka väga haavatud..
.. ma olen selline vastandlik inimene ju, korraga tugev ja nõrk, kaval ja loll, aus ja valelik...
Täna ma ei julgenud bussijaamas bussigi oodata..
..tõmblesin selle asemel kolmveerand tundi silla juures ringi..
ning need 10 minutit, mis ma bussijaamas olin,
kannatasin ma ärevuse ja hirmu all.
Ma NIIIII tahaks,et ma ei pea seda jobu enam kunagi nägema..
isegi hullem kui Marek.
Ma kujutan, ette et Mareki jobu olemise ma kannataks veel üle,
ehkki ta ei meeldi mulle ka üldse..
Aga tõsiselt ma ei saa aru, miks need aasta vanemad nii imelikud on...
Ma pole neile ju midagi teinudki...
..kari tulevasi kriminaale.
-.-
damn fool ppl.
Tõesti tahaks , et neid olemas poleks..
..tahaks elada kuskil täiesti mujal..
Igatahes teen ma neile kunagi tagasi,
kui mitte varem siis naeran ja parastan haual...

What do you want tell me?
You get away from me!
What do you want, dare me?
You backbiting turns into plesure.
My sorrow turns into hatred.
You changed me.
I'm walking towards despair.
Somebody is looking for my weakness now.
Somebody is investigated my sense of fear.
Barking at the enemy
Like a howling a dog, like a howling a pig.
A laughter doesn't stop.
I don't hear a voice of enemy.
Because I don't run or hide, take it!
Die the thing disturbing me!
Go mad!
I'll defeat you.
(lil' changed: Sadie - Barking the Enemy)

The reality drives me mad.

The reality drives me mad.
No one can trust it.
Tell me all the reasons.
Something might be broken.
The past threatens me.
I want to erase the memory.
Give me pain and sadness.
Cause I can become well.
I can't save myself...
Who are you?
Destroy them!
I'm cruel.
(lil changed lyrics of .. Sadie - Payment of Vomiter)

Täna oli imelik päev.
Nagu hea, nagu paha..
Mul läks iseenesest hästi...
üsna...
kekas sain vst 4+ krossijooksu..
seegi hea. : D
Tegelikult ma oleks kiirema tempoga ka selle läbi joosta suutnud, sest kui ma lõpetasin oleksin ma ühe ringi vähemalt veel ära joosta jaksanud.
Btw.. meil on vst B klassis veel üks uus tüüp...
Mingi Laura.
I personally don't like her..
.. but I don't mind her too...
Minuarust ta lihtsalt ropendab natuke liiga palju...
... mulle ei meeldi ropendavad tüdrukud...
.. nad on lollid.
-.-
*ei märka absoluutselt kui palju ta ise ropendab*
Aga spordis on ta vägev..
ehkki see mulle ka ei meeldi.
Ma kardan, et siis jäävad meie teised väga tublid kuhugi taha plaanile ja hakkab mingi rivaalitsemine.
Sihvka (XD) ütles, et ta on kaksik..
I don't know what kind of..
.. but..
.. I don't like Gemini,
because one day they will tell you to fuck off because you're the worst motherfucker they know.
-.-
või siis on see lihtsalt üks mu imelikest eelarvamustest...
.. you know, I have them for E V E R Y T H I N G.
o__o'

Well anyway..
I have this feeling like I would like to conquer the world...
... and to do something cruel...
... and bring despair..
I'm soooo insane... : (