First of all, I don't know if I'm happy, angry, annoyed, sad, evil or something else. I guess I just want to be alone. I don't want to see my (extremely) annoying and complaining dad, my happy friends, ignorant people.
The worst thing is that maybe tomorrow I'm still in this lugubrious mood. But I don't want to do anything bad to my friends. It's this mood when I'm violent, mad, aggressive, disdainful, reckless, gloomy, insane-like, cold, cruel, revengeful, and searching for negative emotions.
I think the reason why I have this weird mood is my dad. He fucking stole my freedom. He fucking annoys me. He's fucking self-centered (like really, it makes me hesitate if he sees other people like people who have something to do).
Without it.. I'm really happy. Because I have all the presents ready. I've got lots of new and awesome sentences. Guess it's just the another room in my head. Where's pink milk, candy, friendly atmosphere and lots of other stuff.
Btw, I've got a new haircut. Since Friday. I never knew I was actually so good hairdresser.
The worst thing is that maybe tomorrow I'm still in this lugubrious mood. But I don't want to do anything bad to my friends. It's this mood when I'm violent, mad, aggressive, disdainful, reckless, gloomy, insane-like, cold, cruel, revengeful, and searching for negative emotions.
I think the reason why I have this weird mood is my dad. He fucking stole my freedom. He fucking annoys me. He's fucking self-centered (like really, it makes me hesitate if he sees other people like people who have something to do).
Without it.. I'm really happy. Because I have all the presents ready. I've got lots of new and awesome sentences. Guess it's just the another room in my head. Where's pink milk, candy, friendly atmosphere and lots of other stuff.
Btw, I've got a new haircut. Since Friday. I never knew I was actually so good hairdresser.
Fly... Fly... My Butterfly
Cold voice and scales of crows
Blazed voice and and scales of crows
Crows are calling for me...
Crows are calling for me...
Crows are calling for me...
Mood:
in painListening to: SADS - Darkness is My Spiral Mind
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