Thank you for being fooled.

Hellohh~

I must say I'm pretty tired, because for almost 2 weeks I've been fucking buzy, and it's not gonna end after this weekend too. I guess it ends when Christmas are over.

Today I'm going to Põhja(ˇ)kes(?)kus(?) to buy some christmas presents. I need like 4 or 5 Christmas presents and 2 birthday presents. o'__'o ..
One of the worst things is that (it's Sunday,) my mom has birthday tomorrow and I have no idea what gift I have to give her. I don't even know if we are going to celebrate it. And I will very regret it if she's going to be sad because she is the only one who organizes her birthday and truly cares about it.
Actually, there are more bad things. I still have to read a book in English, but I so hate reading fiction. I think it's fucking pointless, if I have to imagine loony things then I'll do it myself. I have no difficulties with imagining impossible things. Plus some of the characters act so foolishly and weakly that I get freakin' mad at this book.

You know, one day my best friend said so right thing about me - You will never know if she's lying or telling truth. That's exactly how it really is, because I've got amazing lying skills. There is still one thing that I really don't know about it - where does this skill come from? I'm still Aries, and they say that Aries can't lie at all. I guess it comes from the moonsign then - Pisces, because they have that skill too. But yeah, I'm not always lying. I lie usually about things like: what I think about something, my emotions, my thoughts. But I do it for others well-being, because most of the things I see and others make are awful and pointless for me. About emotions, because I like to play with people. I so so so like to fool them. And it would be extremely hard to understand me or get along with me if I would show or my emotions. I guess they would change in every 2 minutes. And I lie about my thoughts, because they're pretty vulgar, brutal, insane, cruel, (very) perv and abnormal. And it's been like this since I remember things. I have always laughed in my head about other people who see me as a cute, shy and good person. And they don't know anything what I think about them - and this is so enjoyable for me.

Mood: serious
Listening to: Dir en Grey - Lie Buried with a Revenge
Playing: PetSociety